Another look at you!!!

Hi my little miracle!!!!!!!!! Today i had another Dr.'s appointment in which I was just supposed to go and check test results.  God heard my prayers because aside from getting those I also got another peek at you and heard your heartbeats again, twice in one month, can't ask for more!!!!!! You are growing as you are supposed to and everything is going great, well, aside from all the sickness I'm getting.  Notice how I don't call it morning sickness, it's an all day thing and plastic bags are now part of my list of accessories that I can't leave the house without lol.  Your poor sister Brianna thinks that you don't like anything I eat.  Everytime she sees me eating or trying to eat, she makes sure she asks if you are going to like it.  She gives you kisses and hugs all the time and talks to you.  She is so excited about you, well, we all are.  We waited a long five years to have you and now we are all head over heels in love with you!!!!!!!!!!

I love you so much my baby, it's amazing how a mother's loved is tuned in with her body, how as soon as I found out you were there I've loved you.  You are coming to complete our family, we can't wait!!!!!!!!!

My next appointment is in a month, actually, the day of my birthday.  What to do? what to do? I want a very low key celebration, maybe dinner with our family and friends.  But more than looking forward to that one, i'm looking forward to October, with your sister, this is the month when we found out she was a girl and I'm pretty sure we will be able to find out what you are, even though it doesn't really matter, boy or girl, we will love you just the same!!!!!!!!!!

Another Bundle of joy on the way!!!!!!

Yes!!!!!!!!!! We are having a baby, well, to be exact another baby.  Our first daughter Brianna was a precious surprise from above, while this one we were looking for.  We wanted a new addition to our family, a new baby to love, a brother or sister for our beautiful daughter.  On July 20, 2013, I discovered I was pregnant (I discovered Brianna's Pregnancy on July 16, 2006 and yes, this baby will also be a March baby).  This pregnancy didn't come easy.  I've had two miscarriages along the road and sometimes wished that had not happened, it took the innocence from me and I will never get it back. What do I mean?  Well, my pregnancy with Brianna was beautiful, no worries, no problems, bad things happened to other people, not to me.  However, this time around, I do know that they do happen and that it did happen to me, so of course, I am more careful, apprehensive.  But, yes, there is a but, I believe in God with all my heart and I know that he has the power of everything including my baby, therefore, I have placed my baby's well being in his hands and his hands alone.  I will be happy, I will rejoice, this baby deserves the same happiness I had with my other pregnancy and I will give that to him/her.

Morning sickness or all day sickness as i like to call it, has been horrible this time around.  They sure weren't lying when they said that there are no two pregnancy's or babies alike.  With Brianna's pregnancy (Brianna is now a beautiful 5 year old), only certain foods and smells will trigger it, not this time around though.  The sickness is a constant reminder of my pregnancy but I try to look at it this way, which means it's the only way of me knowing that my baby is there, that my baby is a reality and that sometime in March I will be cradling my baby and singing lullabies.

I am almost nine weeks now, have gone to the Dr. and have an appointment next Monday to see the blood results.  I will be keeping this blog up to date with every information and it will turn into a means of communication with my baby until the baby is born.  It's something i did for Brianna and was able to print it into a book that i can now read to her.

We love you baby and we are waiting for you with open arms!!!!!!!!!!!!!